Wednesday, April 05, 2006

paper minus a finished conclusion

It is as if we were in a third world country or a ghost town, with desolate streets and dilapidated buildings. I feel around for my glasses and quickly put them on. I can’t believe what I see when I peer out of the lightly tinted bus windows. It is as though we have been traveling for days not hours. There were rows among rows of cars on the sides of the main roads, covered in a white residue. Road signs were fallen and some non-existent, buildings now only roofs with woods beams. We looked to our professors for input and the only thing they told us was that we hadn’t even gotten to the bad parts yet. With this my mind began to race with questions in anticipation of what the next two weeks would have in store for us on our journey to help rebuild New Orleans.
“Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.” I am quickly interrupted by the sound of one of my professors trying to use the loudspeaker on the bus and I realize that we are finally here. The bus has stopped at what seems to be a completely abandoned church parking lot, that to my best judgment seems to have escaped the wrath of Hurricane Katrina. As I step off the bus it hits me. We are actually in New Orleans. There’s no turning back. I am overwhelmed with the images I had of looters stealing things and the words of my father telling me to be careful of alligators and snakes. I wonder if I have gotten myself into something that I can’t handle.
The only people I really know on the trip are my ex-boyfriend, of who I am not speaking to, two of his good friends, and two girls that live upstairs from me. They seem alright, so we’ll see how that goes. After all, I didn’t sign up for this trip to make friends. I don’t think any of us did. I signed up for this class because I remember sitting in a frat house the weekend before school started watching a football game, while news banners were reeling at the bottom of the screen telling us that a Hurricane Katrina struck the Gulf Coast as a category 3 storm, destroying virtually all in it’s path. Images were shown of people walking through oil filled waters up to their shoulders, of people standing on their roofs desperate to be rescued, and of thousands of people crammed into the superdome in seek of food, of family members, of help. This made me remember when Hurricane Isabel came through the areas of my hometown about two and a half years ago, and the flooding and devastation that it caused to us and others around us. As awful as that experience was, the tragedy in New Orleans was far worse. They needed help. They needed our help. My twenty-nine classmates, three professors, and I were here in this church parking lot for that very reason.
When the bus door finally opened, we quickly grabbed our pillows and backpacks and made our way through the big doors of the Gretna United Methodist Church. A brown haired woman with a great warmth about her greeted us in the hallway and showed us to the rooms where we would be staying. The room was a very cheery red color. It was spacious with three couches, a foosball table, and a TV. Since the girls outnumbered the boys, we laid claims on it, giving the boys the room next door despite their many failed efforts of switching so that they could have the TV. After we laid claims on where we wanted to sleep, the lady showed us around the church. She told us they were blessed in that the only room damaged by the storm was the one we were staying in, but that they had it fully redone so that mission groups like ourselves could stay and help. She showed us the kitchen, where we would be preparing our own meals for the week, and the sanctuary that had a wooden ceiling, unlike anything I had seen before. It seemed to shine a light on us from above. It was beautiful. I thought we were going to be staying in a half destroyed church with one shower and no hot water. It was at this point that I realized all of my inhibitions were wrong. These two weeks were going to be something totally unpredictable and I was ready to see what was in store for us.
What actually was in store for us was something that I had never imagined I would be a part of in my entire life. We knew we were going to be working on people’s houses that had been destroyed by Katrina, but we had no idea we would be rebuilding their homes, throwing away all their memories while hearing their remarkable stories and really touching their lives. The twenty-nine classmates that I used to call strangers became my family. The three professors, like fathers. The homeowners like long lost friends we never knew but were destined to meet.
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We spent our days waking up to the mixed sound of phone alarms going off and to the clang of one of our professors banging a metal pot above our air mattresses at about 7:00 in the morning. We stumbled out of bed sore and still exhausted from the day before. We put on our work boots, stocked our tool belts, and made sure not to forget our respirator masks and safety goggles that were ever so important during the course of the day. We were eager to get the chance to help another family that had fallen victim to Katrina. The initial arrival at each house was often the most intense. Intense with appreciation from the homeowner that they were finally getting help, intense with images of waterlogged moldy walls and saturated belongings, and most of all intense with overwhelming emotions for these innocent families that did not deserve such devastation.
The inside of the houses looked the way boats do when they have sunk and are later washed up on to shore. Everything was misplaced and rusted. Refrigerators were turned on their sides and water still filled bowls and glasses in kitchen cabinets. Mold had covered everything from the floor to the ceiling and a putrid smell surrounded us that felt as though it was attempting to push us away. Dark green water lines clearly marked the walls and were often times as high as ten to twelve feet. Pictures hanging on the walls were faded and the colors all ran together. Beautiful white wedding dresses, now green and brown with rusted necks from where they were once hung on metal hangers. Photo albums now clumps of paper and color residue. Everything was ruined.
This was often the hardest part, taking wheelbarrow after wheelbarrow of possessions outside and throwing them into a pile that eventually reached well over ten feet in height. Our safety goggles shielded us not only from debris, but hid the tears that fell for these families. Flashes of my own life kept popping up in my head. I couldn’t imagine everything I owned sitting in a pile in front of my house waiting to be scooped up and thrown into huge garbage trucks. We worked for hours emptying out the houses, ripping up carpet and linoleum and tearing down walls and remnants of insulation so that the only thing left was the concrete floor and wooden beams that stood beneath it all. The families stood strong and their appreciation and optimistic attitudes were an inspiration to us all.
The first family that we met will remain with me forever. The homeowners were working members of the community, a sheriff and a nurse, and they had bought their house a year and a half ago as their retirement home. When Katrina hit, the wife was notified at work that a levee had breeched and that the area was flooding. She picked up her three children and they waded through the water to her car, which was parked on a high level in the parking garage at her work. She carried her son on her back and they left with nothing but the clothes on their back. For four days she could not get in contact with her husband, and didn’t even know if he was alive. Since he is a sheriff in the area he stayed to help the city and make sure as many people were being helped as possible. Everything in their house was destroyed but they say it will always be there home. When we asked how they felt they said

We haven’t had the time to consume it just yet. We are taking it one day at a time and staying close to the Lord along the way. What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, and the hurricane has made our family much closer. We are no longer looking in the rear view mirror but ahead, through the windshield. It’s a beginning and we are excited about it. It’s really not depressing at all, it’s a journey to a better future and a start for rebuilding.

They told us that their home was our home if we were ever in New Orleans again. The wife, who was a quiet at first, started telling us she wanted to have a bigger kitchen and the husband showed us where he was going to make the family room bigger. The way that they could go through so much and yet still feel so blessed made my classmates and I realize that we were doing more than rebuilding houses; we were giving people a new a chance and rebuilding lives.
Other families were affected much more and had stories even more tragic. One woman went through more than I could ever imagine anyone going through in one lifetime. She lost far more than her home and her possessions. Her mother died from brain trauma in a car accident trying to evacuate. Her husband was already suffering from congested heart failure and colon cancer and is now diagnosed with malignant bone cancer and will more than likely die soon. They didn’t have full coverage on their house insurance and didn’t receive enough money to really do anything with because they had to spend their savings on funeral arrangements for her mother.

I just don’t know what we’re gonna do. We’ve lived here all our life, and my family, they’re all gone; all scattered all over. I don’t know where they are. It’s so devastating, you lose so much. I’m gonna lose my husband as well and I lost my mother, my house, my neighbor, my neighborhood, everything. It’s overwhelming, you try and get help but everyone tells you something different. What are we gonna do, where are we gonna live? I know there are others who have stories harder and sadder than mine. I am just disappointed in my government. I’ve never asked my government for anything. I’m a good citizen, I pay my taxes. They are not giving us any help with the levees. The best they said they could do by June is make them withstand the same strength as they did before Katrina, that’s not good enough. That’s my story, I don’t know what that is and where it leads us but that’s it.

Her story stuck with us throughout the rest of our time working. We saw that not everyone had the same support system after the storm. Some people faced things far worse than we had anticipated. I started to feel a little depressed the next couple days because I knew that there were more people who had stories even worse than hers. I started to feel that helping fifteen families was not going to do anything because there are thousands of other families that need help too.
Just as I started to feel this way we met a family that brought our hopes back up. We worked on three homes that were in the same neighborhood. Two of the homes were of the sisters and the other was their mother’s. This family was already in the houses getting their hands dirty when we arrived, which was something we weren’t used to seeing. They weren’t able to keep anything but were smiling and laughing the entire time we were with them. To show us their appreciation they rented out an entire restaurant and paid for us to have a full New Orleans style dinner with them before we left. We were greeted by the aroma of true New Orleans cuisine and many smiling faces. It was nice to see the family outside of the drywall blurred vision that we had become used to seeing them in. We were all so overwhelmed with the kindness that they showed us and it made our weeks of hard work so worthwhile. I couldn’t believe that they were paying for all of us and buying us gifts when they were the ones who lost everything in Katrina.
Their display of appreciation was completely unnecessary. Through such tragic losses they still found ways to make our stay be more comfortable and if I would not have met this family, I wouldn’t know that the people who live in New Orleans are actually as loving and compassionate as I read that they were in class the week before coming. Before leaving, one of the sisters sang “Let There Be Peace On Earth” a capella while telling us thank you one more time. She said that she and her husband were going to come to Randolph-Macon for the next four years to see our graduations which really meant a lot to us all. I couldn’t hold back the tears at that point and I wasn’t the only one. We gave hugs and took pictures and headed back to Gretna UMC to prepare for one more day of work. This was by far the best night in New Orleans and probably one of the best of my life. That family will stay in my heart forever and I hope that they, as well as all the other families, get their lives back together and never have to experience this again.
This trip has changed my life. Before the trip I valued things that could be taken away in the blink of an eye. I bought pink gloves and a pink hammer because I thought they were cute. I thought that because these families we would be helping lived in lower income areas they would be lazy and that I wouldn’t really be able to relate to them. I was wrong. I came into this trip alone and left with a family that I know I will always have. I have a new perspective on life. Although these families were not the richest in material wealth, they were rich in the love and warmth of their friends and families. Everyone needs to have a support system and it’s nice to know that we were just that. The only way

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